It Seems Like Years Since It's Been Clear

so long story short I set my microwave on fire last night and now the whole house stinks like burned electrical plastic

no one is hurt, not even the bird, because my one and only thought was RESCUE BIRD!111 I carried his cage into my room like immediately and then fell over in a puddle of useless.

My thought process was basically
1. realize there is problem
2. MUST RESCUE BIRD!!!
3. !!!
4. ???
5. !?!?!?
6. Wake up mother
7. cry
8. cry more
9. apologize
10. cry

then I laid down all my towels and tried to sleep in my bathroom, since my bedroom is relatively unsmoke-y and was where I'd stashed my bird, and I didn't want to go in there and stink up my mattress. I slept for maybe about 10 minutes.

So, now we have to figure out how to clean the house and we have to buy a new microwave. I've been feeling really useless and stupid lately, and now I feel 1000000% worse. I just made more expenses and work for everyone and almost killed my bird :(

I'm gonna try to nap on the couch and then see how I can help de-stink the house when my mother gets back from buying a microwave. Hopefully when we change the air filters everything will smell a lot better, since sticking my nose directly on the couch cushions and stuff seems to reveal that they don't really smell, but the air does. Seems like baking soda and white vinegar are the internet's main suggestions, so at least that's cheap enough. SIGH. The air conditioning is on and doing its job, as well as all the ceiling fans.

why am I so dangerously useless :(

MY COMPUTER IS HOME.

Windows 7 is installed. Now it's time for sims!

Yesterday was our 9th anniversary of the day we met. NINE YEARS. We went to Chili's and then just hung out together while his usb stick formatted and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CAN'T STAND IT.

He also passed the class I was helping him with. MY NIGHTMARES ARE ALL OVER.

I hope you're all reasonably well. <3

I still have no computer besides my mother's borrowed laptop.

I am sad. :(

REMIND ME TO TELL YOU ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED WHEN I GET BACK TO NORMAL, OK? OK.




ps this was my 1800th entry

like

what

how even

I went to the fair the other day with Boyfriend and had my first funnel cake! He won me a stuffed animal and then we saw a demolition derby (also my first). There was a pink car with a giant stuffed frog on top, which was my favorite. ITS NAME WAS FROGGY.

Girls Aloud broke up :(


I'm trying to find a picture that sums up how I feel, but nothing quite shows how genuinely, helplessly broken my heart is. It hurts. A lot. :(

Happy new year, livejournal friends. Thank you for sticking with me. <3

this picture is like 10 years old now but it's tradition, so. Merry holidays bbs <3

Proposal story, behind a cut because I'm a super polite ADULT now~~

Oh, and some new pictures of the ring I haven't shared yet. IT'S REALLY SHINY YOU SHOULD CLICK JUST FOR THOSE.

( I DO )

lol that got long I'M FULL OF FEELINGS OK

remind me to tell you all about what we ate

because it was THE BEST FOOD EVER.

and I'm thankful for you guys. <33

I've queued up some sims caps at my simblr in case you're interested :D

time to get some sleep before MOAR BLACK FRIDAY (because my birthday is Saturday so Friday is BUY ME MORE STUFF day, because I am materialistic.)

I am sick and I am angry about this.