It Seems Like Years Since It's Been Clear

I've been feeling a general sort of "blah" that I can't tell if it's mental or physical, which is why I'm awake rn even though this is technically my middle of the night. I didn't even play sims last night, that's how blah I felt. I'm sure this odd stomachache doesn't help.

So anyway, in my sleeplessness I noticed that the doll I've slept with since the age of like, idk, 3, is disgusting. I've been putting off washing her because she's so old and I'm scared she'll fall apart, but today I decided to give it a try. If she falls apart, I sew her back up, right? She has a cloth body and a plastic head with pink yarn hair, and plastic limbs. I figure we can just put her little outfit in the wash in one of those mesh lingerie bags on hand-wash, and I'll sew up the seams if necessary. In fact, it's not even her outfit, it came from another similar doll (her sister). That doll is wearing Ken doll clothes. idk don't ask.

So I washed her in hand soap and now she's laying out to dry in the still-hot Florida sun outside on a wire rack, at my mother's suggestion. I can see her through the window looking at me like WHY HAVE YOU ABANADONED MEEEEEE. I'm supposed to go out and flip her periodically.

http://www.afghanistannews.net/story/843899/ht/Cheryl-Cole-in-Afghanistan-to-boost-morale-of-soldiers

Unrelatedly, Cheryl Cole is in Afghanistan to support British troops. Because they've been there for TEN YEARS. Ten! I mean obviously not all the same people are there, but still. That's a long-ass time to be in another country, fighting a war. My basic opinion is basically, isn't it time for this to be over now? I would make a terrible president, I just want us all to be friends (omg why wasn't I a Hufflepuff. Although maybe Ravenclaw is quirky enough to truly believe we can all be friends idk, it's a very Luna thing to think).

Time to go flip my doll.

-1:47 PM

So a Nicola song I *like* finally leaked. The other two I hated.

This means when we finally get her album, I'll be able to rip out the songs I don't like from hers, Cheryl's, and Nadine's albums and make a "New Girls Aloud Album" playlist out of them. I am excite!

-7:04 AM

Let's talk about how awesome my life is rn/how awesome this year will be:

~KYLIE CONCERT IN MAY DID I MENTION THAT? I WILL BE DEAD OF FLAIL BY THEN.

~New Gaga song came out recently. Just a remix of a song from the new album, BUT STILL. May is going to be such a good month. And Born This Way comes out so soon! On my mother's birthday, in fact.

~New Britney too!

~Maybe even new Kylie but idk about that.

~Valentine's Day is soon and I have someone to spend it with.

~My Hello Kitty nail polish is awesome rn. My nails are just the perfect length/shape and it is awesome.

~I'm getting into Girls Aloud (again). HOW ARE THEY SO AWESOME. And hot. How are they so hot? Mysteries of life.

~AMERICAN IDOL STARTED AGAIN AND THIS SEASON IS ALREADY AWESOME. I love J.Lo so much. I feel like she's my long-lost aunt. Her sense of humor is like exactly like my family's and some of her inflections are even like ours. And we're not even Hispanic. (We're Italian and she comes from the same neighborhood my parents are from. Which isn't nearly as bad as she makes it sound sometimes.) Of course ontd_ai makes it even better. It's just so much fun to watch it with a big group.

~I'm following the best tumblrs rn. So many gorgeous picturesjsdfhsjdf.

~My team signed two big names who could potentially be awesome. SUDDENLY THE TEAM DOESN'T SUCK ANYMORE. I mean, they're old and there's a good possibility they won't be awesome, but right now I have hope. And that feels good after the gutting the team had in the offseason. So many of my favorite players left.

~It's one of Boyfriend's best friend's birthdays on Friday and we're going to Gasparilla (which is like Florida's Mardi Gras). BEADSSSSSS. I've never been before and I am so excited but I have nothing hot to weaaaaar and I'm the hottest girl so I need to step up my game. I am so not used to being the hottest in a group. The natural order of the world is all off-kilter rn.

~I love neopets.

KBAI.

-4:15 AM

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OH MY GOD YOU GUYS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD KISH MAUVE IS MAKING A NEW ALBUM OH MY GOD CAN 2011 GET ANY BETTER??????????? SALDKFJSDKFLJSKDFJSKDFJ KSLDFJKLSDJ DYING HERE DYING SO HAPPY DEAD.