It Seems Like Years Since It's Been Clear

guys

I just really love left_to_love okay

even when she does terrible things. Like. I don't even care. I think we're so similar even in ways I never confess to her because I want people to think of me as a kindly sparkling fairy princess that I couldn't help but love her because she's basically me. Like I just want her to move here and we'll bake cookies and share my mother and shoes and nail polish and that's what I want. No matter what.

I'm making a PUBLIC LOVE DECLARATION. I would make it more serious but it's late and I'm loopy but I just wanted to publicly state that she is awesome even if she believes she isn't and I understand completely everything terrible and selfish she does. All of these things. I understand and I don't judge. I see my own terrible selfish brain reflected in hers. YOU ARE MY LOVE THE END. oh and Boyfriend says hi.

-7:25 AM

So, I feel like I should mention that I was sick all last week with some sort of pukey thing. I threw up only once, but the after effects lasted from Monday to Sunday, when I woke up feeling miraculously better and ate the entire house. This broke a no-vomit streak I've had since February of 2005. In fact I woke up on Monday feeling awful (after several days of decreased appetite) and angrily willed myself not to throw up, and spent the next few hours proud of my own stubborness and ability to control my body but in terrible pain, after which my stomach took matters into its own hands and the rest was history. We have a cream colored carpet (whose brilliant idea was that?) but everything seems to have worked out fine.

Because I have some sort of slothlike metabolism, I spent an entire week not eating solid food- this is not an exaggeration- and lost no weight at all.

I suspect I will not be sick again until at 2012, although since this wasn't my annual sinus infection there's still time. I seem to have passed through the change of seasons' allergies without any problems, but we'll see.

In other news, Boyfriend gave me a gigabyte of ram as a get-well present and Aphrodite seems to be running a bit better. Sims in particular zooms, which brings me great joy. I mean, I'd run the internet off of a typewriter hooked up to a telephone and a box with a piece of glass on it and I'd be happy if it weren't for my unfortunate sims addiction, which requires a decent graphics card (which I sort-of have) and memory (which I didn't have, until now). Sims is pretty much my greatest joy in life, besides ontd_ai.

In other other news I received a letter from Megan whose lj name I can't remember but who is @mcaro5 on twitter and whom I adore, and now that I'm sure I won't transmit terrible pukey germs through the mail I can reply to her. Anyone wanna say hi?

Baseball season starts on Friday and I am about to jump off of my roof in excitement.

Also also did you guys realize there are currently THREE pregnant Spice Girls? jfc. Geri and Mel C must be jeals.

OKAY BYE.

GEOCITIES
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS SHIT TO ME
HOW CAN YOU CLOSE
I HAVE HAD A SHITTY WEBSITE HOSTED ON YOU SINCE 1999
POSSIBLY EVEN 1998
NOW I HAVE TO BACK UP ALL THAT SHIT AND BECAUSE IT'S A FREE ACCOUNT I HAVE TO DO IT ALL BY HAND
I HATE YOU

Yours,
Ivy B. Greenflower

-11:33 PM