All I've got to do, is to love you, all I've got to be is, be happy

These two George Harrison songs make me so happy I feel like someone slipped one of those calming drugs in my ginger-ale.
I think they helped me stop acting like a developmentally challenged 13-year-old and stop feeling sorry for myself. I don't know why though, the songs don't fit that at all. *shrugs* maybe I just prefer George to Paul...

( Love Comes To Everyone )

( Blow Away )

Yes.
ALL I GOT TO BE IS, BE HAPPY!
Ivyette @ 12:31 AM

EDIT: It's funny how both of these apply to me, the second one VERY MUCH SO, but I'm not a Capricorn... I was supposed to be, though.

Sagittarius (November 22–December 21)
You are a perfectionist and tend to walk out on situations as soon as they get difficult. More interested in identifying the problem than fixing it, you may find it difficult to stay in a relationship…which is sure to cause your friends to tease you. Don't let them get to you - you know what you want and it's OK to wait for it.

Capricorn (December 22–January 19)
You are capable of turning an innocent friendship into a great romance in your mind without the other person even knowing it! If you are having feelings for someone, let them know. You tend to take the safe road in all situations. That makes life nice, but not really exciting. Take a chance. Go out a limb. Your parents have health insurance, right?

*sigh*

You are the One- Life Itself. Or not.

Lalalalalala. So today I cooked meatloaf and a veggie pot pie and some cake thing that looks like a pancake... well... my mom and I cooked. Whatever.

I was bored.
I started reading the book Bianca's making me read and while it isn't bad, the people annoy the hell out of me. Not the main characters, the friends and such. I already read the ending since I'm the type who cries at endings so I wouldn't cry when I got to it. Because I am so sick of crying.

I suppose I'm here to write about how today, March 7th is the one year anniversary of my uncle's death.
I've started thinking about how much I've changed since then, and I guess I haven't, really. For the first time I really don't feel like I've changed at all. I feel like everyone else has changed but not me. I still feel the same way about everyone and about myself. I guess I must have changed, but not really a lot, because I haven't noticed. I haven't even grown. I haven't gained or lost weight.
I have the terrible feeling I'm going to be exactly the same for the rest of my life.
Which doesn't make me feel any better at all.

I have a headache.

I'm here to write some research paper stuff, but Bianca isn't on because no one is ever around when I want them so I doubt how much I'll get done. I've been in a state of panic about this research paper since it was assigned and that doesn't make writing it any easier.

Ugh, this entry was so pointless it hurts.

One more thing- if you post an lj entry and no one comments, does that mean it never existed?

Ponder that.

Ivy @ 8:37 PM

Oooh surveys!

( Survey... I can't think of a good description. )

Since lj is being stupid, I can't find anymore surveys so I'll leave you with that one... I have to admit, I've never taken it before...
Ivyette